Random Call

Hi there,


When I (am already trying to) forget you (a little bit), last week I received your phone call in the afternoon while I was randomly at the library  - our most favourite dating place. Never crossed in my mind that you'd actually call me just to say hi and giving your life-update during your travel time. You were in Kyoto and you did not do anything touristy that day, just chilling at the hostel you said. You just called your parents, talking for two hours, then you called me. But the signal was crap, we only talked for less than 10 minutes. Over the phone, you were still the same person with the over enthusiastic voice tone.
"I'm still going to get my Indonesian lesson, right?"
And I was like, yeah if you still feel like to learn about it. When you said that, I was sort of confused.What are we going to be after you get back here? Are we gonna be good friends / close friends / couple with 'it's complicated' status / lover? I do not want to think about it too seriously but I am in the phase of life that when it comes to relationship I need some sort of certainty. Let me see what is going to happen next. 11 days till you are home. I am excited but a little piece of my heart not wanting us to be the way we used to be before - 'with no status'. Back then, you considered us dating but you never brought me to your clique. We'd been dating for 2,5 months. After that you travelled for 2 months, only contacted me three times randomly. First, when you were arrived at Japan. Second, when you were arrived at Kyoto (I replied your line with such a long words and you only replied with one ROFL sticker -_-). Third, that phone call  a week ago.

And I just stumbled through your facebook today, seeing your photo. I guess I miss you a bit. But I hate you, more than just a little bit.